I am back!

It has been a really long time, since I have felt like writing and today is one of those days.

Last few months have been hard on me, for various reasons. Today I stand proud because I know when to give up on things which didn't work out for me.

I have made mistakes and learned from them, done stupid things which I knew I would regret, because people like me learn things the hard way.
It is a good as well as a bad thing, but then life is not all black and white, it is shades of grey. I am more in control of my emotions, my actions and my life.

Sometimes you have to fall hard to stand back stronger, today I stand strong. Things have not changed much but now I am more controlled and more sensible.
I remember a few months back I was crazy, and not in a good way, but the psycho way. I still follow my heart, do things I want to, go for things I deserve but all in
a way that it does not hurt when they don't work out. Giving up and moving on in life is the biggest lesson I guess one can learn in order to become better.

We all have baggage in life, if you do not have any baggage then you are definitely doing something wrong in life. Some keep dragging the baggage and some accept it
learn from it and walk into a new phase, a new start. Peace and acceptance go hand in hand. I have both.

I have a small set of friends, I love my comfort zone, I laugh hard, I cry hard, I work hard and party hard. Well again, my life is not perfect, I am working on it.
My goals are clear in life. I look back at the day when I left home for the first time, I was naive, stupid, scared to try new things, always in a shell.
Things have changed drastically. Had to go through a lot of embarrassment, sometimes humiliation, couple of heartbreaks and loss of hair as well. But it all worked
out fine, I have scars of life. No regrets. That was one thing I have always maintained, the day I die, and my entire life is flashing in front of my eyes, I do not
want to see regrets. There are mistakes I made but not out of fun, but because of lack of understanding of consequences.

Life is not so complicated, we make it. It is all about what you want more, some sacrifice that and regret and some follow it and regret. It is about sticking to your
decisions, working through them, give it all you can and in case they do not work out, walk away, accept it and start over. Keep doing this until you find what you
want. People who want to understand you, will understand and don't even bother about the rest. Eventually its your life, you are answerable to yourself!




P.S: apologies for the formatting, notepad sucks!



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